Work while others not !!
What else should I say here.. I have to come for work while others continue their holiday till new year. I supposed to extend my leave 13 days straight but hey, here I am.. Running skeleton with some foreigners doing some stuff preparing for new year..
Suddenly I realized that I no longer interested in this job. Multitasking, solve almost everything within my power while others enjoy their day. I agreed it is well-paid job but I insist to do something I loved most, which till now I haven't got it yet. Some might say that I need to jump-start my career again but as for now I'm not willing to sacrifice my current pay !!!. Hell no.
Just sad thinking I'm wasting my day just for money which only paid once a month. That also sometimes less than what I supposed to get.. I do have realized we have commitment in our life but how about our own satisfaction? Jobs satisfaction? In reality, we here are forced to do something that we not really like to do it for the sake of pay check. That why some of us see difficulty dealing with this kind of people specially those waiting for retirement. They just want to do their time and retire when the moment arrive to make sure they get their pension as per entitlement.. To bad for this country, though.
So, what I'm going to do now? I think I have to find a way to supplement my current income slowly while doing what I didn't like doing for time being. Till the side income match current, then have to rethink about this again later.
Suddenly I realized that I no longer interested in this job. Multitasking, solve almost everything within my power while others enjoy their day. I agreed it is well-paid job but I insist to do something I loved most, which till now I haven't got it yet. Some might say that I need to jump-start my career again but as for now I'm not willing to sacrifice my current pay !!!. Hell no.
Just sad thinking I'm wasting my day just for money which only paid once a month. That also sometimes less than what I supposed to get.. I do have realized we have commitment in our life but how about our own satisfaction? Jobs satisfaction? In reality, we here are forced to do something that we not really like to do it for the sake of pay check. That why some of us see difficulty dealing with this kind of people specially those waiting for retirement. They just want to do their time and retire when the moment arrive to make sure they get their pension as per entitlement.. To bad for this country, though.
So, what I'm going to do now? I think I have to find a way to supplement my current income slowly while doing what I didn't like doing for time being. Till the side income match current, then have to rethink about this again later.
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